This won't be long. I promise! I just want to write something to you all. I don't know how many of you are still active here at the moment - I'm sadly nothing more than a shadow on this site. I haven't really commented anything in years, and looking through journals, I realize I've apologized for this more times than I can count. But I still mean it. With all my heart.
I just want to say that I've been quite shy the past year. After last summer, I once again was lured to stay quiet in the background. Retreating to Tumblr of all places. It was after a car accident - that we all survived. I have problems with my neck, but it's something I'm working on. It'll get better! We were lucky, and I couldn't be more grateful. Still, my mom got worse after it. She still is. But I won't worry you with these thoughts!
I just looked through old memories here. Drawings. Journals. Things that was made many years ago, or written many years ago. I just want to thank you. To all of my friends. Please know... That if I don't contact you, it's not because I don't care about you. Because you will always be my friends. No matter what. You guys helped me discover what I could do, to see hope - to grow. This sounds really depressing, sorry for that! That's not the purpose of this journal, really!
The purpose of this journal - is to let you all know you are amazing people. Devoted, growing, caring, and being who you are. I'm so proud of you. So honored that I can sit here and call you all my friends. If you ever feel like you aren't important - know that you've changed my life. And I'm sure you've changed many others. I love you, and wish you nothing but smiles and happiness!
I consider myself one of the luckiest here on Earth sometimes, because I got to know you. I just wanted to say that.